Author's Note- Well, here's the latest, shamefully delayed update to this story. Real life has had me neglecting this fic the past few weeks but I'm working to change that. Anyway, thank you for reading if you are. More to follow soon!
Chapter 20
March 2000
"Okay, it's not too soupy, right?" Stephanie asked nervously, walking into the dining room.
"'Cause I added some shredded cheese to the powder cheese 'cause I thought extra cheese would keep it from being soupy, and-"
Stopping short, seeing her mother fast asleep at the table, and using her plate of mac and cheese as a pillow, Stephanie bit her lip. She was tempted to let Kayla sleep, but knowing how upset she'd be to realize she'd slept through (and in) their dinner on a night she wasn't on call, the ten-year-old walked up and cleared her throat, then moved the legal pad Kayla had been scribbling on aside.
"Mama?"
Not getting a response, she repeated herself, gently shaking Kayla's shoulder.
"You wanna wake up?"
"Hmm.."
Her eyes fluttering open, Kayla frowned, slowly starting to realize she was bent over at a right angle and that the side of her face, along with some of her hair, was stuck to or in something.
"What the..." she muttered before her eyes focused on her daughter's wide ones, jolting her awake and upright in her chair.
"Stephanie? What-"
"Guess it is a little soupy," the girl sighed, seeing bright orange streaks in Kayla's chin-length blonde bob.
"Oh my God. Baby girl, I'm so…how long was I-"
"Just a little while! It's okay."
"It is most definitely
not okay," Kayla snapped as she stood up, guilt and self-loathing kicking in after seeing the time and realizing she'd been dead to the world and her elementary school-age daughter for at least a half an hour.
Ducking into the bathroom, wetting a washcloth, she started scrubbing the cheese sauce out of her hair and a clump of noodles off her left cheek.
"At least you didn't fall asleep at your desk again," Stephanie offered, coming up behind her. "Mac and cheese is softer, right?"
Turning off the water, Kayla shook her head, smiling in spite of herself.
"Yeah, I guess that's one way to look at it."
After cleaning herself and the kitchen, Kayla brought two bowls of mac and cheese into the den, where Stephanie was curled up on the couch and flipping through the legal pad.
"Good choice adding in the shredded cheese, baby girl."
"Yeah?"
"You are a regular gourmet, my darling," she praised. Sitting down next to her, she handed her one of the bowls and a fork, then pulled the legal pad off her lap.
"Baby, let's be done with this for tonight, alright?"
"But Mama, I was just-"
"No. No buts," Kayla cut in. "Right now all I want to focus on is you and this terrific dinner you made for us, and to tell you again how sorry I am for falling asleep in it," she said, tucking a stray lock of auburn hair behind Stephanie's ear as the girl nodded, then started wolfing down her dinner.
"I promise you, you're not going to see any more of that from me," Kayla insisted. "I'm done with the late nights."
"But late at night is when you're trying to help Uncle Roman."
"Stephanie-"
"No, Mama. You do your residency stuff at the hospital during the day, so that means you have to do your research to help Uncle Roman at night," Stephanie reasoned as Kayla sighed. Leaning back against the couch cushions, she ate a particularly large forkful of her mac and cheese.
"I know that's what I told you, beauty, but it's looking like there's not much more research that I can do."
"There's not?" Stephanie asked as Kayla's eyes clouded over.
"No, there's not," she sighed as Stephanie set her bowl on the coffee table, then snuggled close enough to Kayla so she could slip her arm around her.
"Right now, I think your Uncle Roman getting better is gonna be up to your Uncle Roman, Stephanie. It's gonna be up to him, and all the doctors that are helping him in Salem, and it's gonna be up to God."
"But you still want to help him get rid of his virus, too. I know you do," Stephanie insisted, sitting up enough to look her mother in the eye. "I know you. You're gonna be really sad if you can't help him."
Looking down and away when her eyes welled up, Kayla shook her head.
"Mama? You alright?"
Sniffing back her tears and swallowing hard, she met her daughter's gaze again after a beat.
"I'm fine, baby girl. Just sometimes you are so much like your pop," she said, managing a small smile as Stephanie's face lit up.
"Would Papa have said what I just said?"
"Well, he knew me just about as well as you know me," Kayla laughed. "So yeah. I bet you that he would've."
"Would he have helped you help Uncle Roman?"
"Knowing your dad, he'd probably come up with some way to that I haven't even thought of yet."
When Kayla sat up, then tried and failed to cover her mouth in time to cover up a yawn, she frowned, seeing Stephanie jump off of the couch.
"Hey, now. Where are you going to in such a rush?"
"You can't help Uncle Roman or think of a new way to help him if you're sleepy all the time, Mama," the girl said matter-of-factly, racing over to the kitchen.
"That may be true," Kayla called after her. "But what are you planning to...baby girl? Stephanie?"
Not hearing a response, just loud rummaging through her kitchen cabinets, she got to her feet.
"Stephanie Kay, what are you up to?" she asked, knocking on the shut kitchen door.
"Alright then! Two-second warning!"
Opening the door, she found Stephanie tearing open a cardboard case of pop at the kitchen island.
"Mama, no!" she whined, racing to block Kayla's view of the box and the can of Pepsi she'd just opened. "You're not supposed to look!"
"And I think I know why," Kayla snorted, crossing her arms.
"Mama!"
"I'm sorry, but are we at or throwing a party?" she asked, arching a brow.
"No."
"Is there some special occasion going on? Are we at the movies or out to dinner or having a girl's day?"
"Nooo," Stephanie muttered.
"Then why are you breaking into the pop I only bought and brought into this house so that you could bring it to your class pizza party next week?"
"Go sit down at the table and I'll tell you!" the girl exclaimed, but her eager smile faded at the skeptical frown on Kayla's face.
"Are you giving me orders now?"
"
Please go sit down at the table so I can tell you?"
"Well, since you said please," Kayla relented before Stephanie all but pushed her into one of the dining room chairs, then ran back into the kitchen.
"Stephanie!" Kayla groaned. "Look, whatever it is that you have planned will you please just-"
"Just
hang on for a second!"
Hearing too much of Steve in their daughter's exasperated, raised voice to scold her for using it, shaking her head, Kayla smiled, looking up through the kitchen skylight as Stephanie returned with a stack of paper cups, four cans of pop, a pen and a small notebook.
"Okay, tell me. What is this all-"
"You said I reminded you of my pop, and it gave me an idea you haven't thought of."
"What kind of an idea?"
"One that'll keep you from getting sleepy. And it's scientific!" Stephanie grinned, hoping that framing her plan as an experiment would make Kayla agreeable to it. Seeing her mom try her best not to smile, she knew she'd succeeded.
...
"Okay,
this cup had the Pepsi. I'm sure of it."
"How sure are you?"
"I'm sure that if you don't tell me the results right now then this experiment is over," Kayla said before seeing the time. "And it's almost ten," she groaned, not realizing it had gotten so late. "This experiment is
definitely over."
"But I wrote in one more round! Please, Mama!" Stephanie begged, putting on her patented, most pathetic pout.
Rolling her eyes, crumpling up the paper cup she was holding, Kayla lobbed it at her daughter's shoulder, getting her giggling.
"One more! Then it's time for bed."
"But wait, we're lab partners now!"
"Stephanie-"
"That's what you called us when we started the experiment! So if you're awake now and can do more research, I should help you."
When Kayla didn't answer, getting up from her chair, Stephanie wrapped her arm around her and rested her head on her shoulder.
"I just want to help you! That's all."
"I know, baby girl."
Hugging her daughter back before asking her to get her notes out of the den, Kayla cracked open a can of Pepsi before Stephanie joined her back at the table and set the legal pad in front of them both.
"I know you were reading through this before, and you can ask me anything you want about what I wrote. I'm hoping maybe explaining it might spark something, make me think of an idea I overlooked. But there's no guarantees, alright? Like I told you, there's only so much research I still can do into what's making your Uncle Roman sick."
"Well, what kind of sick is he?" Stephanie asked.
"See this list here on the bottom of the page? That's all the symptoms that he's had so far," Kayla said as Stephanie read the list aloud.
"Sneezing, persistent cough, low grade fever. Mama, is Uncle Roman smart?"
"I'd say so. Why?"
.
"Well his fever's not doing that great at school," the girl noted as Kayla nearly spit out her drink.
"Mama, you good?"
"I'm fine, Stephanie
Earl," she laughed, wiping at her eyes. "Keep reading."
"Dizziness, fainting, fatigue," Stephanie read off before Kayla added a bullet point to the list.
"Shortness of breath. So Uncle Roman's breaths are short?"
"Shorter, more rapid. He has trouble catching his breath."
"Like me when I got sick around New Year's?" Stephanie asked. "You said I had pneumonia from walking."
"Walking pneumonia, baby girl." Kayla corrected. Reaching over, she stroked her daughter's hair, doing her best not to flash back to sitting up all night by her bed with an inhaler ready for when her cough and wheezing got bad.
"And yeah, it's a lot like that."
"Well, can't we give Uncle Roman pink medicine then? The kind you keep in the fridge?" Stephanie reasoned. "When you gave that to me it helped."
"That pink medicine was an antibiotic, baby. Those treat bacterial infections. What Uncle Roman has is a kind of virus. Most of the time those need to go away on their own but this one's a different kind that needs an antidote. A cure."
"Oh," she nodded. "And pink medicine isn't that?"
"I wish it was," Kayla sighed. "I know Roman's doctors are trying to find a cure but they're having trouble."
"You are, too?"
"Yeah," she admitted. Sitting forward in her chair so her elbows were on the table, she let her chin rest in her hands.
"I'm having a lot of trouble."
Nodding again, chewing her lip, Stephanie uncapped a pen and reached for Kayla's left wrist.
"What are you-"
"Nothing," she said, glancing periodically at a nearby textbook as she drew on the back of Kayla's hand. Once through with the black pen, she capped it up and traded it for a yellow highlighter.
"I'm pretty sure it's not nothing. I'm pretty sure you decided I needed a tattoo," Kayla scoffed before getting a better look at the design.
"It's a rose. A yellow one. I just gotta finish filling it in," Stephanie said as Kayla smiled, blinking back tears.
"Stephanie…"
"I know they're your favorite. You said when Papa gave them to you they made you feel better. Plus, he had a tattoo. Now you do, too!" the girl said proudly, capping the highlighter up as Kayla looked down admiringly at the neatly drawn flower.
"I do. And it's beautiful."
"You really like it?"
"I love it, beauty. But I'm still not letting you put all three of those temporary ones you got on your arm all at once."
"Mama, they're just butterflies. They'd look pretty!"
"And
one will look just as pretty. Trust me, you don't need a full sleeve."
Met with a pout, rolling her eyes, Kayla pulled Stephanie close and kissed the side of her head.
"Thank you, though, for this," she said. "My daughter, the artist. Between this and the flashcards you made, your art teacher's doing a great job."
"She didn't teach me to draw this, though. I learned from looking."
"Looking at-"
"You've got a vase of roses in the kitchen, Mama," Stephanie reminded.
"I used this picture, too, though," she admitted. Pulling the textbook over, she pointed to the photo that Kayla noticed was centered in a chapter on botanical medicine.
"See? This one with all the flowers?"
"Yeah. Flowers," Kayla muttered. Pulling the textbook closer to her, she squinted to read the fine print discussing the antiviral potentials of flowering plant life.
"You think we should send Uncle Roman some flowers? See if they help make him feel any better?" Stephanie asked, then frowned when Kayla didn't respond to her and reached for the highlighter.
"Mama?"
"Sorry, baby. I….can you do me a favor? Grab my readers out of the den, alright?"
"The pink or the black ones?"
"Either. And grab some more Pepsi for us, too.
"Us?" Stephanie asked with a grin, getting a nod and an even bigger grin from her mother.
"You're my lab partner, right? Now go on, get what we need before tonight turns into an all-nighter."
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Present Day
Remembering that night turning into a productive all-nighter, one ending with Kayla discussing the potential medicinal properties of
Orchidaceae with Roman's medical team, a caffeine and sugar buzz-fueled dance party, and her and her mother crashing hard and falling asleep on the floor rug, Stephanie tucked the legal pad and notebook back into the folder before getting to her feet.
"Okay, Mom," she laughed, walking to the master suite. "You've got to see something you inexplicably kept all this time that I just-"
"It can just stay out here, buddy, alright?!" Stephanie overheard.
"Papa?"
Turning the corner, she frowned, seeing Joey at the end of the hall holding the storage bin and an agitated-looking Steve blocking his path to the bedroom.
"Dad, c'mon, it's less than a foot to get it back in your room where it belongs and where Mom said she-"
"Just give it here, Joe!" Wrestling the bin from his son's grip, Steve brushed past him and back down the hall.
"What the hell, Dad? What's going-"
”Not here!" he growled before bowing his head. Letting out a slow breath, he took a beat before repeating himself, his voice rough and thick with emotion.
"Papa,
what-"
"C'mon now," he prompted, nodding for Stephanie and Joey to follow him.
"There's something I've got to tell you."