Author's Note: Hi everyone! I hope everyone who celebrated had a lovely holiday weekend, and that everyone's had a nice weekend in general. Work + travel + turkey threw me off my writing schedule but I'm on track now to catch back up. In the meantime, here's the latest chapter. Thanks!
Chapter 9After waking up to his alarm – from what felt like an extended catnap – Steve adjusted his patch and rolled over. Seeing Kayla still in bed with her back to him, he breathed a sigh of relief before he noticed the comforter and bedsheet balled up at the foot of the bed.
"Kayla..."
Seeing her shivering, even though she'd sweat through the t-shirt she'd slept in, Steve scrambled out of bed and around to her side of it.
"Kayla? Baby?" Knelt beside her on the floor, he choked back a sob, feeling her forehead that was too hot to the touch and beaded with sweat.
"Steve?"
Kayla mumbled. Her eyes cracking open, she squinted to see him grab the uncapped ibuprofen bottle on the nightstand.
"No..." she croaked, shaking her head. "Took some. Has to kick in."
"You're still burning up, though, Sweetness. Hang on."
Shutting her eyes again, hoping that would curb how dizzy she felt even lying down, Kayla didn't hear Steve come back but felt when he started sponging her neck and chest down with a dripping wet washcloth. The cold felt good on her skin but being given a full bath in her bed didn't.
Before he could re-submerge the cloth in the nearby bowl of ice water, Kayla grabbed hold of her husband's wrist.
"Kayla-"
"I like taking baths in
there, Steve. With bubbles," she murmured, nodding to the master bath.
Getting the hint, Steve wrung the cloth out over the bowl.
"Just bubbles?"
"I believe you know the answer to that," Kayla smirked, earning a smile that didn't reach her husband's eye.
"Steve..."
"I kept you up too late, baby. If you'd gotten some more rest, maybe now you wouldn't be-"
"Having a standard immune response to inflammatory stimuli?" she rasped as Steve rolled his eye.
"You know how I feel about jargon, Sweetness."
Grabbing the thermometer, he uncapped it, handing it to Kayla as she arched a brow.
"Trying to shut me up?" she asked playfully, earning a look.
"C'mon now, baby. Can you just-"
"Fine, fine," Kayla sighed before placing the thermometer. Waiting for the reading, watching Steve check the dosage instructions on the pill bottle and set his watch, she reached for his hand and took some deep, slow breaths, attempting to relax enough for the both of them.
As soon as the beep sounded, Steve took the thermometer back.
"101. 5," he read. "That's up from the last-"
"It's down from a couple hours ago," Kayla told him, linking their fingers.
"Looks like you haven't lost your touch."
His smile reaching his eye now, Steve kissed the back of their joined hands before he stood up and crossed the room.
"What are you-"
"A wet shirt like that's no good when you're sick, Sweetness. You know that," Steve said, opening one of her dresser drawers.
"Look here, we got some warm fleecy jammies. Or this pink flannel button-down here. This is a cute little shirt, baby."
"Glad you think so," Kayla smirked. "You can borrow it after you give me yours," she said, motioning for her husband to ditch his tee after he turned around.
"You just think you can give me that look, snapping your fingers there..." Mimicking her gesture, Steve scoffed. "And I'll just hand you the shirt off my back? No questions asked?"
"It matches the boxers I borrowed last night," Kayla grinned as Steve considered this, saying something about needing visual confirmation before he eased off his shirt and then helped her into it, chuckling as he did so.
"What?"
"This look on you is just a little dated, baby," he said, flashing back to the wardrobe he'd gifted her after the atropine antidote had finally kicked in.
"Well, you didn't mind it before," Kayla remarked.
"Though you couldn't seem to get those Santa shorts off me fast enough," she said slyly, only for Steve to shift off the bed, tossing the wet shirt, sheet, and comforter into the hamper before draping a throw blanket over his wife.
"Steve...
"Get comfy now, baby. You should try and get some more sleep."
"Well, I don't need that much tucking in," Kayla sighed, shifting out from under the throw.
"Still warm?"
"Yeah. Is that washcloth still-"
Wetting and wringing it out, Steve folded and draped it over her forehead.
"Any better?"
"Mm hmm," Kayla nodded, taking hold of his wrist before brushing her lips on the back of his hand.
"Baby..."
When she kissed his knuckles and he tried to take his hand back, Kayla frowned and held it tighter.
"What is it? What's-"
"I just want you to try and get some sleep, Sweetness," Steve sighed. "After everything...I just want you resting up. That's all."
"By everything, you mean this morning."
Rolling her eyes when he didn't respond, Kayla shook her head.
"I wouldn't have made love with you if I wasn't physically up to it, Steve."
"Baby-"
"I know my own body, damn it," she choked out. "I know that I wanted you."
Steve looked down and away from her, ready to kick his own ass for putting that hurt in her voice but still holding tight to her hand as she sniffled.
"But if you didn't want to or you didn't feel right about it, then why did you let me-"
"Hey, hold on now. Baby, how could you even think..."
Not needing to finish the sentence to know he put her on that line of thinking, meeting her gaze again, Steve shifted closer.
"It's always gonna be right with us, Sweetness. And it's gonna take me not breathing for me not to want you. But I'm not gonna feel right –
nothing is gonna feel right– until we beat this damn thing and make you better."
Nodding tearfully, Kayla laced her fingers with his.
"I know that. I do."
"And you're the MD here, baby. How many times after patching me up would you make me get some shuteye to heal up right?" Steve asked, getting a shrug as her eyes clouded over.
"Kayla?"
"We both know my resting's not going to fix this, Steve," she said sadly, slumping back into the bed pillows.
"Figuring out what we're dealing with, coming up with a course of treatment, doing my job. That's our best shot at beating this, and that's something I can't even do right now."
"Baby..."
Shifting closer, Steve eased his arm around his wife as she sniffled, curling up on his chest.
"I was crazy to think there'd be something in all those old notes and journals. All I did was waste time. I went down a stupid rabbit hole for nothing."
"Hey, hey," Steve soothed. "Don't count out that brainiac bin of yours just yet. I told you I'd go through it and I know for a fact Tripp will want to take a look, too."
Nodding in agreement, Kayla cuddled closer to him.
"Has the ISA lab called yet?"
"Oh, you'll hear me when they do, baby," Steve spat, fully prepared to give his former employer hell for making them wait this long on results.
"Good," Kayla said approvingly.
Lightly laughing, Steve started stroking her hair and rubbing slow circles on her back. It was usually a surefire way to get her to nod off, but he could tell by her breathing pattern she was fighting the idea.
"Waiting for me to sing you a lullaby, Sweetness?" he asked as she shook her head against his chest, clutching him tighter.
"Kayla-"
"I'm not ready to wake up feeling like a patient, Steve," she admitted.
"Well, good thing you're still Chief of Staff then, baby," Steve pointed out as Kayla frowned, sitting up some to look him in the eye.
"You think because you got a fever and are ready for a little nap that goes away?" he questioned as she shrugged.
"You're still calling the shots here, Kayla. Whatever it takes to get us through this thing, I'm counting on you to tell me. Comes with trusting you with your life, remember?" Steve reminded as she shrugged, nodding reluctantly.
"So, if you don't think catching some Z's while I get some lemon chicken noodle soup delivered..."
"From the place on the corner?" Kayla asked eagerly, getting a nod.
"Maybe get a few of those black and white cookies, too."
"I'm calling the shots, right?"
"Don't see any other MD's around here, baby. Do you?"
Shaking her head, she snuggled into him, not fighting back a yawn this time.
"Definitely get the cookies," she mumbled before shutting her eyes.
Refusing to budge, though, until she was out like a light, Steve continued stroking Kayla's hair, only reaching for his phone and ordering the food after hearing her soft, little snore.
Thumbing to his texts, he swallowed hard, bracing himself before typing.
"I know, short notice, but need you at the apartment in a half hour. I ordered lunch. We need to talk."