Chapter 26
"Kay? Did you hear me? Earth to Kayla."
Kayla snapped to attention. Kim was waving a hand in front of her face. "Sorry, Kim, it's just been a very long day."
That was definitely true after getting to the lab so early. It had been a long day with the sudden arrival of the new blood samples, lunch with Roman and Isabella, and, at the end of the day, dinner at her folks. She had reason to be unfocused.
Of course, that was not the reason her mind was wandering. She still had no idea why Shane had called Roman, but not her. It made no sense unless something had happened that had changed Shane's feelings for her. She had refused to admit it, but that had always been a fear at the back of her mind whenever he went away.
"Okay, Sis, tell me what's going on," Kim said. "And don't tell me it's because you were up early."
Kayla sighed. Kim knew her too well, but the last person she was going to discuss Shane Donovan with was her sister.
"You're thinking about Shane, aren't you?" Kim had a knowing look. "I know that look. It's the 'where is he and what's going on' look. Trust me, I saw it plenty of times in the mirror."
"At least, I know he's all right," Kayla said. "He called Roman last night."
Kim's eyes narrowed. "Roman, but not you?"
Kayla shook her head. She knew Roman had said it was just a quick call, and there were reasons why he might not have called her that late, but she couldn't help but be upset. Shane said he loved her. She should have been the first person he called; he had to know she worried about his safety. With a resigned sigh, Kayla looked at the clock -- 9:30 p.m. -- and stood up from the sofa. "You know what? It's late, and Stephanie and I should be getting home."
Kim got up as well, and they started for the bedroom where their daughters were sleeping, but the phone rang. Kim reached it first. "Brady residence." She listened for a moment. "Shane, is that you? It's hard to hear." Another pause. "Kayla's here, too. Let me get her. What? Why do you want to talk to me?" Kim gave Kayla a look that said "I have no idea what's going on."
Kayla was equally baffled -- and frustrated.
Why is he calling Kim?
Why doesn't he want to talk to me? Damn, she hated these feelings. She hated the very idea of being insecure.
"I guess so," she heard Kim say. "That's really a lot to ask. What do I do about the clinic? They will?" Kim looked like the was thinking carefully about something. "Is this really necessary? Couldn't you find someone else?" Then another pause as Kim listened. "All right. If you think so. When do you want me to leave?" Kim reached for the note pad next to the phone, picked up a pen, and began writing something down. "Wow, you're really going all out, aren't you?"
What's going on?
Where is she going? Kayla wondered if Shane was involved in yet another ISA plan that would force him to work close with Kim. They had just gone through that with Lawrence, and Kayla would be damned if she sat by and watched that happen again.
"Here," Kim said, holding out the phone. "Shane wants to speak with you."
Kayla took it and, perhaps more strongly than she should have, demanded some answers. "Where are you and why haven't you called me?" Her anger immediately dissipated when she heard his voice.
"I'm sorry, Kay. I've just been very busy," Shane said. "I didn't mean for you to worry."
That did not explain why Shane had called Roman, but Kayla did not press the point. "But you're okay?"
"Of course," Shane replied. "I'm fine. A little tired, but--" His words were cut off by a loud noise and his voice grew louder, like he was yelling on his end so he could be heard. "But otherwise, I'm fine."
"Where are you?" Kayla asked, her own voice rising. "It sounds like a hurricane there."
"Just a jet," Shane said. "I'm at an airfield. Actually, that's why I want to talk to you."
"About what?"
There was a pause as the background noise seemed to disappear. Kayla guessed the plane had taken off, and Shane was waiting for it to go. "I need to explain something to you," he said. "I'm having Kim come to England to assist with some ISA business. It's going to keep me there for a couple of weeks. I know you won't be happy to hear that."
That was probably the understatement of the year. Kayla turned around to see that Kim had stepped out of the room. "Why can't you find someone else?" she asked.
"It's hard to explain," Shane said. "If I could use anyone else, I would." He sounded hesitant. "Listen, why don't you and Stephanie come too?"
Kayla thought her hearing had failed her. "Come too? To England?"
"Yes, to Donovan Manor," Shane explained. "Kim's bringing Andrew and Jeannie. I've got an ISA plane lined up to bring them and I've arranged a temporary staff at the house. You've been working so hard at the lab, I think you could use a break."
Kayla tried to process that. Go to Donovan Manor, Shane's family estate. She had always wanted to go there.
Yes, but Kimberly will be there too. Of course, if Kayla was there, she would be able to make sure that nothing untoward happened between Shane and Kim. And she had been working hard at the lab.
The lab. Shane didn't know the news.
"Shane, I didn't tell you, but we had a huge breakthrough at the lab. The CDC sent us some blood that has antibodies that kill the virus. Carly thinks she should have a cure in a couple of days."
She expected Shane to be thrilled. After all, that was why he had spent so much of his own money to fund the lab. Instead, he responded with a tepid, "That's quite good to hear."
"Good? It's not just good. It's great."
"Yeah, I know. I'm sorry, Kay." Shane sounded odd, like something else had him preoccupied. "It really is great. I'm just tired."
"Shane, you're really okay, aren't you?"
"I'm fine," Shane assured her. "Look, would you please come to England with Stephanie? Please."
Kayla thought about that. She really could leave the lab for a few days. Carly nearly had the cure for the virus and Bo would be safe. And this might be the only chance for her to see Shane for weeks. So what if Kim was there.
"Because you asked so nicely, I guess I'll do it." She glanced around the room to ensure that Kim had not returned. "But you have to promise me something."
"What's that?" he asked.
"That we get some time together. Alone." In a coy voice, Kayla added, "I've missed you, and I want to show you just how much."
"Um . . . yeah." That was hardly the response she had expected. Kayla just did not understand what was going on with him.
"Are you really sure you're okay?" she asked. "When you left, you seemed like something was bothering you, and now--"
"Kay, I'm fine," Shane said, cutting her off. "Come to England and you can see for yourself." Something in his voice disturbed her. It was cold, unemotional.
Kayla sighed. "Is there something you're not telling me?"
There was a long silence on the other end. Finally, he answered. "No, there's nothing I'm holding back from you."
"Fine. You win. When do we leave?"
"Kim has all the information," Shane said. "I'd better go. I've got a plane to catch."
"All right." Kayla once again used her coy voice. "I'll be counting the minutes until we're together."
There was another silence, but not as long as the one before. "Um . . . okay. Look, I really have to go."
"Shane. I love--" She did not finish the sentence because the call cut-off with a click. Kayla stood there, in her parents' empty living room and stared at the phone, trying to figure out what had just happened.
"Kay?" She turned around to see that Kim had returned. "Are you okay?"
"I don't know," Kayla said, honestly. "He hung up without saying he loved me."
Kim gave her a sympathetic smile. "I thought we went through this already. Look at that ring on your finger," she said, pointing to the emerald. "That says everything, Kay. Shane loves you and, as hard as it is for me to say so, even I can see that. So don't you doubt it."
Kayla nodded, but, deep down, she wasn't sure she believed it.