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Resistance - Chapter 9

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Several weeks had passed since Maggie began her job at Neil's office. So much had changed. Noelle returned to LA to be with her mother, Sarah was heartbroken and had just started the eighth grade. While there had been some major changes some things remained the same. For example, Mickey. After almost 2 months Mickey was working just as much as before. His late nights were getting later, his excuses were getting harder to believe, and seeing him was a weekly occurrence rather than daily. Working for Neil had kept her mind off of her failing marriage and in a way brought her the happiness that had been missing for so long. Maggie and Neil both loved working together and laughter and smiles that always filled the office was solid proof.

“Maggie, do you have Mrs. Harper’s file in your office?” Neil called out. He and Maggie always kept their jointed doors open for easy access and communication between the offices.

“I do.” Within seconds Maggie came into his office with the file.

"Thank you. She is out of town visiting her sister and has gone into labor. The OB at the hospital she went to called and asked for her files to be sent ASAP." Neil fumbled through the files and pulled out several papers and attached a note with the fax number to it.

“Would you mind faxing them for me? I have an appointment in five minutes. It’s my last one for the day.”

"Of course. Our fax machine is down and won’t be worked on until tomorrow so I will run to the nurses’ station.”

“Thank you, Maggie.”

Maggie and Neil parted ways and she headed to the nurses’ station. After faxing the papers Maggie ran into Mickey.

“Mickey? What are you doing here, I thought you had to work through lunch?”

“I do. I came to see a client, Mr. Gordon, who is in the hospital.”

“Oh, I see. What time will you be home to pick up Sarah?” Maggie saw the look on Mickey’s face. The look that told her Mickey had forgotten the significance of the evening for Sarah.

“Oh Mickey, don’t tell me you have forgotten. It’s Sarah’s father-daughter banquet.”

Knowing this conversation would escalate Maggie and Mickey moved into the nurses’ lounge.

“Maggie, I am so sorry, but I have a meeting regarding Mr. Gordon’s case. Maggie, this is something that can’t wait.”

“Mickey, she will be crushed. Don’t you know how important this is to her?”

“Doesn’t she know how important my work is to me? Don’t you?”

"Oh, we know. It's been hard to miss this past year."

“Maggie, it’s like my baby and I am the father. It is something that needs to be loved, taken care of, and nurtured to grow into something great.”

“Mickey, do you hear yourself? You act like this really is your child.”

"Well, that's what I feel like."

Maggie paused. She tried wrapping her mind around what Mickey had just told her, but how could she. He was talking about loving and nurturing a job, something he had not even been doing to his real children.

“You mean the child we didn’t have. The child we couldn’t have together.”

She struck a nerve with that statement and Mickey instantly turned away from her.

“You don’t understand.”

“No Mickey, I guess I don’t. Please explain it to me. Explain to me how you can say your job is like your child. How can you say that when you are neglecting your actual children and family?” It was becoming harder and harder for Maggie to hold back her tears.

“I have to go; I have to see Mr. Gordon.”

Mickey started for the door when Maggie cried, “Mickey, I think we need to talk about this!”

“I think we just did.” Mickey slammed the door and Maggie’s tears flooded her eyes.

Maggie leaned upon the counter resting on her elbows with her face in her hands tired of holding back her tears. They began to flow, and she no longer had any control. She was completely broken. She heard the door open and turned trying to hide her tears.

"Maggie? Maggie, what's wrong?" Neil asked concerned.

Maggie heard Neil's voice and quickly turned around. He was the only one that really knew what was going on with her and Mickey and she didn't bother hiding her tears from him.

“Neil, Mickey was just here. Everything. Everything is wrong. All of it. Everything. It is finally clear that we don’t want the same things. We don’t feel the same about things.”

Before Neil could respond the door opened and Sarah rushed in. Maggie wiped her eyes quickly.

"Mom, good you're here. Hi Dr. Curtis. Mom waits till you see the outfit I bought for tonight. If we could just walk Dad into wearing his tux again so soon.

Maggie, having to break the news, walks to Sarah to comfort her.

“Sweetheart, um…”

“Hey, what’s the matter?”

“Oh, listen. They’re some bad news. It’s about tonight. Your father…”

“What case is he working on this time?” Sarah cut Maggie off.

“You know how much he wants to be there.”

“It’s father-daughter dinner Mom. What am I supposed to do now?”

Neil hurt for Sarah. Seeing her in so much pain was making keeping the secret about being her father so much harder. It was had to love and comfort her from the sidelines.

"Well, as it turns out I am free tonight," Neil interjected.

“But you’re not my Dad.”

“Sarah! It was very nice of Neil to offer.” Maggie scolded.

“I know, I am sorry Dr. Curtis. I didn’t mean what I said.”

“Oh, that’s alright. I know I am not Mickey, but I get the feeling this is important to you and to tell you the truth I could use the night out with a pretty girl. So, you would be doing me a favor.”

Sarah couldn’t hide her smile any longer.

"Dr. Curtis, you are really great, you know that?"

“I think he’s heard the rumor.” Maggie smiled and was overwhelmed with appreciation for Neil. He really was special.

“So, what do you say?” Neil asked.

“Sure! And thank you! Thanks for being such a good friend; to all of us.”

“Well, I will pick you up abut say uh 7:30?”

"Great. Well, I am going to head home and get ready."

"I will see you there sweetie." Maggie responded.

"And don't be late, Goodbye, Dr. Curtis," Sarah exclaimed running to hug Neil.

“Sarah, you can call me Neil.”

"Goodbye, Neil." Sarah blushed and softly smiled as she turned to leave.

“7:30 and I’ll even wear a tux.” Neil yelled with a slight chuckle.

Maggie turned to Neil offering a bright smile before jumping into his arms.

"Thank you so much, Neil. You just made her evening."

Neil patted smoothed her hair and held her in a loving embrace.

“It is my pleasure.”

“She’s right you know. You really are something.” Maggie and Neil exchanged smiles and they returned to their offices.



Maggie had made it home from work to find Sarah and Melissa in full glam mode. They were being typical sisters arguing over Sarah’s hairstyle. Maggie’s smile was from ear to ear with pride and love for her girls. She so loved having Melissa back in town and seeing her and Sarah spending time together.

“Do you girls ever agree on anything?” Maggie giggled.

“Very little Mom. Sarah is being unreasonable.”

“Sis, you are the unreasonable one. I wanted my hair up Melissa is insisting it needs to be down.”

“Why not compromise. Wear it half up and half down. Curl your hair and then pin the top section in an elegant twist with a pearl barrette. I have one in my room.”

The two girls looked at one another and smiled.

"Thanks, Mom, we will try that" Melissa responded.

Maggie headed to her room to find the barrette and left the girls to finish.



Knowing it would be a while before Sarah was ready Maggie passed the time cleaning. Cleaning was something that always got her mind off things. She hired a housekeeper that came twice a week but from time to time Maggie lost herself in housework herself.

A loud know on the door broke Maggie’s concentration.

“Neil! Come on in.”

“I hope I am not too early. It doesn’t take me long to get ready, so I decided to come on over. I hope that is okay.” Neil found himself nervous and didn’t know why.

“Of course, it is! You look very nice, Neil.” Maggie and Neil smiled and each blushed at her compliment.

“Sarah! Neil is here!” Maggie called up the stairs.

“I am coming Mom!”

"I know I said it before at the hospital but thank you again, Neil. Sarah has looked forward to this for so long."

“There is no need to thank me. I should thank Sarah for allowing me to take her.” Neil was so grateful he was getting to take his daughter to her father-daughter dance even if it was only as friends. He loved Sarah so much and while he could not act as her father, he loved her as his daughter.

“She cares so much about you Neil. With everything going on with Mickey having you around has helped her. You have given her an outlet, someone to look up to, and someone to lean on.”

Sarah came downstairs and took the breath from both Maggie and Neil. A gasp from each and tears was their only response.

“Sarah! I have no words other than you look absolutely stunning.” Neil gasped.

“You do my darling.” Tears flooded Maggie’s eyes as she kissed her head.

Sarah was dressed in a knee-length white dress with a fitted bodice that was finely detailed with white lace and off the shoulder sleeves.

“Thank you both.” Sarah smiled.

"Well, pretty lady we better get going."

“You two have fun!” Maggie called as they walked out the door.



Later that evening Maggie and Melissa retired to the living room and began an intense game of Scrabble.

“60 points!” Melissa called.

“Oh, you just wait young lady!” Their laughter filled the air.

"You did wonderful on Sarah's hair and Makeup. I cannot believe how grown she looks.”

“She is so beautiful Mom. I just can’t believe Dad missed this. And for what, some case. How could a case be more important than his daughter?

“I know sweetie. I don’t know what to do anymore. I have tried all I know to do.”

"I know Mom. I have watched you try to save your marriage and keep this family put together. You don't deserve this, and Dad doesn't deserve you."

Tears filled both their eyes as Melissa hugged Maggie tightly.



Mickey finally comes home and yells, "Maggie! Sarah! I'm home."

“In the living room.”

Mickey walked into the living room to find Melissa and Maggie playing Scrabble.

“Sarah isn’t home yet.” Melissa informed him.

“She went to the banquet. I am sure she won’t be hungry when she gets home. I am sure she and Neil ate there.” Maggie responded.

“Neil?” Mickey questioned.

“He took her to the banquet.” Maggie answered.

“I feel so bad for not being able to make it, but I never thought she would go with someone else.”

“Why not? She wanted to go so badly, and you wouldn’t make time for her so Neil did.” Melissa scorned.

“Melissa, you know I wanted to be there for here.”

The conversation was so intense no one noticed Sarah or Neil enter the room.

“If you wanted to be there you would have been.” Sarah cried.

“I better be going. Sarah, I had a wonderful time.” Neil noticed his presence was not helping anything.

“You don’t have to go. I would like for you to stay a little while.” Sarah pleaded.

“Sarah, we should talk.”

"No Dad. Besides, you're not very good at talking except in a courtroom. You didn't even tell me yourself you weren't coming tonight. Instead, you put mom in the situation where she had to break the news. Now if you would excuse me, I would like to join Mom and Sis and play Scrabble. Neil would play?”

Neil was conflicted and hesitated. Sarah walked into the living room leaving Mickey and Neil in the entryway.

“Mickey, I am sorry. I didn’t mean to cause any problems. It’s just I seen how disappointed she was, and I wanted to help so I offered. I hope I didn’t step on any toes.”

“Don’t be sorry. At least she got to go. I need to make a phone call.”

Mickey headed upstairs leaving a confused Neil. Was Mickey really that cold and heartless? He thought to himself.

“Neil, come join us.” Melissa called.

Neil hesitated, not wanting to interrupt, but the smiles on their faces made his decision.

“Alright, I am coming.” He smiled.

Neil joined the girls and laughter and excitement filled the room. While his wife and children were having a family game night he was upstairs talking to Leslie.

“They just don’t understand how much my job means to me.” Mickey told Leslie.

"I know you can't leave Sarah, but I don't understand why you're still there with your wife. She doesn't respect you or your career Mickey. You deserve respect."

“I do love Maggie, but she isn’t the same woman I fell in love with. The Maggie I fell in love with would understand and wouldn’t overreact to me working long extensive hours.”

Mickey was so focused on his conversation with Leslie he had not noticed Maggie enter the room.

“What?!” Maggie screamed.

Mickey was stunned by her presence and quickly ended the call.

“I am not the same woman you fell in love with? No, Mickey, I'm not. That woman is long gone. That woman was insecure and vulnerable. That woman was scared of losing you. She did everything she could to make you happy. That woman was easily controlled, manipulated, and directed. She listened and done what she was told. I am not that vulnerable, controllable, scared woman and I haven't been for years. I grew and changed, and you grew with me. We fell in love for the 2nd time and was new people. We made a marriage that was one for the books until now. Mickey, I changed, I did, but my changes came years ago. Yours came in on the last greyhound to Salem. Mickey, I don't even know you anymore. Your children don't know you. Your friends don't know you. Your family doesn't know you. Better yet I don't think you know yourself anymore. One day you will wake up with regret and guilt. Do yourself a favor Mickey and reevaluate your priorities. Don’t be the person you said you would never be. Save yourself from regret and guilt. Be the Mickey we all know and love. Not the stranger I am looking at.”

Mickey was stunned at Maggie’s bluntness. She had a way with words and had just struck a nerve. He knew deep down she was right but admitting that and doing something about it was all on him.

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Resistance - Chapter  10

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Weeks had passed since Sarah's father-daughter dance and Maggie and Mickey's bedroom showdown. In the passing months, nothing changed. Nothing got better but nothing had gotten worse either. Mickey was still working unreasonable hours and offering unrealistic excuses for his continuous absence. On the other hand, Maggie was thriving with her new career. She loved having the responsibility of a full-time job not to mention remaining the director of the volunteer department. Sarah was loving middle school and Melissa's singing career was booming. Other than an absent-t father and husband they were living their best lives.



“Mom!” Sarah called running downstairs.

“Yes, sweetheart?” Maggie was resting on the couch reading the morning paper.

“Guess what! Jenny just called and told me there was going to be a Christmas concert in the park! Guess who the headliner is!!” Sarah’s excitement was through the roof. She could barely talk without bouncing around the room.

“Sarah calm down!” Maggie giggled. “I have no idea. Who is it?”

“JOURNEY! The one the only JOURNEY! MOM, we have to go!!”

Maggie smiled at Sarah’s excitement. Journey had been Sarah’s favorite band for years. After seeing her reaction to their local scheduled concert anyone could sense her love for the band.

"Sarah, you are going to have to calm down. You are going to pass out." Maggie reached for her to join her on the couch.

"Mom, you don't understand. I have to see Journey! We have to get the tickets!"

“I understand Sarah. Could you tell me when the concert is?”

"It is going to be the second Saturday in December. Tickets are on sale now. Mom, please!"

“Let me talk to your father but I am sure it will not be a problem. I know how much you want to see them.”

“Oh, thank you thank you thank you! I love you, Mom!” Sarah jumped to hug Maggie.

"I love you too! I have to go call Noelle before I go to school!" Sarah was eager to share her news with her best friend and ran upstairs.

“Noelle, you won’t believe who is doing a concert in Salem in December!”

“Who?” Noelle exclaimed.

“JOURNEY!”

“You’re kidding! I love Journey! You are going, aren’t you?”

“Mom is going to talk to Dad, but I think it is going to be a yes. She had that look on her face.”

“That is so awesome Sarah!”

The two girls both screamed with excitement and of course love for their favorite band.

“So how are things with your dad?”

“The same. Nothing has changed. In fact, I have not even seen my dad in two whole days. He is gone when I wake up and still not home when I go to sleep.”

“Awh, Sarah I am sorry. I was hoping things would be better and back to normal by now.”

“So was I. Sometimes I wish Mom would just leave. I see how she is hurting when Dad calls and gives her one of his lame excuses.”



“Good morning, Maggie!” Neil smiled.

Maggie returned the smile accompanied by, “Good morning.”

"I have a feeling today is going to be a slow day. You have already had two cancellations and I have only been in the office for 20 minutes. You only have three patients to see today."

"Great! This will give me some time to catch up on paperwork. So, are you ready for the big event on Saturday?"

Maggie and Neil had put in countless long hours of hard work preparing for the hospital fundraiser and the big day was nearing and they both seemed slightly nervous.

“I guess. I am a little nervous. I just hope everything goes as planned.”

“Oh, I am sure it will Maggie.”

“Well, I guess we will have to wait and see. Not to change the subject but I have a question.”

“I will do my best to answer.” Neil smiled.

“Will Noelle be coming in for Christmas?”

“She and Liz haven’t decided. Why?”

"Well, apparently there is a Christmas concert being held in the park the second Saturday in December. Journey is the headliner and Sarah are dying to go. I was wondering if maybe it would be possible to have Noelle come in and attend the concert with Sarah.”

“Noelle would love that. I will call her this evening and see what she thinks.”

“Great! If you don’t mind, I would like to keep this a secret and is Noelle could make it I would like to surprise Sarah.”

“My lips are sealed.” Neil winked.



“Good morning handsome.” Leslie winked as Mickey entered his office. He found her sitting in his leather chair with her legs resting upon his desk.

Mickey smiled and returned the greeting. He made his way to his desk where he placed his briefcase. Leslie stood before him and placed her hands on her hips.

“So, are you ready for our meetings in DC this weekend? We still need to review the Landon case.”

“I think so. I finished going over the notes for the hearing on Friday.”

“Good. Well, we will head out Wednesday morning. That will give us all day Thursday to prepare for the hearing and the meetings on Saturday.”

“Sounds like a plan.”

“Great. I am going to head to my office and get some work done before I meet with Mrs. Adams today regarding her divorce.” Leslie swiftly turned giving Mickey another seductive wink.



“Hello, Liz. I am calling to ask if Noelle could spend her Christmas break in Salem with me. I know her last day is the 2nd Friday in December and I was thinking if she was finished with her finals and semester assignments that maybe she could miss a couple of days that week and fly out here early. There is a Journey concert in Salem on the 2nd Saturday of December and Maggie was wanting to surprise Sarah with tickets, and we were hoping Noelle could make it.”

While he was hoping Liz would agree to Noelle attending the concert with Sarah, he was hoping even more for her agreeing to Noelle spending Christmas break with him. Sarah was his entire world and without her, near him, he felt so lost and empty.

“Neil, that would be over a month she would be there. I don’t know.” Liz replied. She began thinking about all the time she has with Noelle and the little time Neil does. While she hated the thought of Noelle being gone for a month, she knew she had to let her go. “Actually Neil, I think she should. I will talk to Noelle and discuss it with her.”

"Thank you so much, Liz. I can't wait to see her."

They ended their call and a large smile crossed Neil’s face. He couldn’t wait to spend Christmas with his greatest gift.



“Hello, Horton & Johnson Law Firm.”

“Hello, Wendy. This is Mrs. Horton could you transfer me to Mickey’s office?”

“Of course, Mrs. Horton.”

Maggie patiently waited as each ring sounded for Mickey to answer.

“Mickey Horton speaking.”

"Hello, Mickey."

“Who is this?” Maggie’s heart sunk. He didn’t even recognize her voice.

“It’s Maggie.”

“Oh, hello Maggie!”

“Mickey, I just got a call at the office and you need to stop in this evening and try on your tux and pick it up.”

“Pick up my tux? Why?”

“For the hospital fundraiser on Saturday Mickey.” Maggie was fuming by this point. Not only had Mickey not recognized her voice but he had also forgotten the fundraiser she had worked so hard to put together.

"Oh, Maggie. I am so sorry. I was going to tell you when I got home but I have meetings and hearing in DC this weekend. I will be leaving on Wednesday.”

Maggie was stunned and practically speechless.

“Mickey, you cannot be serious. You know how hard I have worked on this and how much this means to me.”

"Maggie, you know I want to be there but can't. I can't reschedule these meetings or hearings. This is a huge case, Maggie. You must understand."

"I'm sorry Mickey but I don’t understand. I have to go." Maggie was so angry, hurt, and disappointed. In a moment when crying would seem like the natural thing to do, she couldn't. She had cried all the tears she could. She had no tears left to shed because of Mickey.

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Resistance - Chapter 11

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Neil, having just finished his last appointment for the day was rushing to get back to his office. He was already running behind if he wanted to make it to the hospital fundraiser auction and banquet.

"Hi, Neil." A familiar voice called. Knowing he didn't have time to talk but also not wanting to be rude he quickly answered.

“Hello, Julie. I hate to run but I have to get home and get ready.”

"Of course! I just wanted to thank you for the work you have done putting everything together."

"There is no need to thank me, Maggie did all the work. I was just there for support and a couple of ideas."

“Still thank you. And you are right, Maggie has poured her heart and soul into this event. I just hate Mickey is going to miss it.” Neil had been constantly checking his watch and focusing on the time, but Julie’s last statement brought him back to reality. He couldn’t believe Mickey was going to miss this. Something that Maggie had worked so hard on and was so proud of. Yet again he could believe it since the man had missed his daughters Father-Daughter Dance. It was becoming more and more clear that Mickey thought of only one thing; himself.

“Are you serious?”

“About what?”

“Mickey isn’t going to be there?”

Julie sees the irritation in Neil's eyes. "Yeah, he had a business trip with meetings that couldn't be rescheduled."

"It seems to be nothing in his life can be rescheduled other than family events. I am sorry again Julie, but I have to get going." Neil's anger caused him to storm off. Mickey had been his best friend for many years but with each passing day, he was growing to hate Mickey. He hated him for the way he was treating his wife, his daughter, and everyone that knows and loves him.

Julie was left standing. Deep down she knew the anger she had just seen was not toward her but her uncle. She had seen how close Maggie and Neil had gotten and could understand where he was coming from. As much as she hated to admit it what Neil had said was true. The only thing that is up for alters is his family.



Maggie rushed through the house finishing getting ready. After the amount of time and energy she poured into this evening she wanted to look her best. She had searched for the perfect evening gown for weeks and had finally found the one. One glance of the dress and she had to buy it. She had carefully chosen a black long-sleeved satin mermaid gown. The lace sleeves led into a plunging lace necking modestly revealing a hint of cleavage. A long sexy slit revealed her perfectly tanned leg. Maggie sat at her vanity finishing her makeup she had so carefully applied. She gently touched up her fiery hair that rested upon her shoulders. Finally finished she slipped on a pair of black pumps and headed downstairs. Reaching the bottom step, she heard a loud knock on the door.

"I'll get it, Mom." Sarah called.

Maggie entered the living room to grab her matching clutch.

At the door, Sarah was shocked to see who was present.

“Neil, what are you doing here?”

“Sarah, who’s at the door?” Maggie asked walking into the foyer. She was shocked to see Neil standing in her doorway. He was dressed to kill. She couldn’t help but think how good he looked in his tux.

“Neil!” Maggie exclaimed. “Please come in!”

“Thank you! So, I heard Mickey was not going to be able to make it so I thought I would come over and offer you a ride. There is no sense in two good friends going to such an extravagant party alone.” Neil flashed his bright smile and made one cross Maggie’s face.

“That sounds wonderful, Neil!”

Sarah stepped back and couldn’t hide her smile. She had seen Maggie so hurt and broken and seeing the smile on her Mother’s face instantly brought one to hers.

“Shall we get going?” Neil questioned offering his arm to Maggie.

Maggie softly giggled and took his arm. As they headed for the door Sarah jokingly called, "You kids don't stay out too late." Laughter filled the foyer and Maggie and Neil made their way out the door.

When they got outside Neil stopped and turned Maggie to face him.

"I just wanted to tell you, Maggie, you look stunning."

Maggie blushed and replied, "Well thank you, Neil! You don't look too bad yourself." She flashed him a bright smile and quick wink.



Neil had tried to keep quiet about Mickey and not remind Maggie of his absence, but he knew it was never out of her mind.

“Maggie, I didn’t want to bring it up, but I also wanted to tell you, I am sorry Mickey couldn’t be here.”

Maggie dropped her head and sighed, “It’s not that he could be at the auction. He chose to not be at the auction. And I want to thank you for being so kind and supportive. I also want to apologize.”

“Apologize? For what?”

“Dumping all my problems on you. I am sorry for being such a burden. You have such a full and busy life the last thing you need is to deal with my failing marriage.”

Neil pulled into the parking lot and parked the car. He shifted in the seat to face Maggie.

"You could never be a burden to me, Maggie." He reached for her hand and softly stroked it. "Maggie, you are such a good friend to me, and I care about you. I will always be here whenever you need me."

"You are something, Neil!" Tears formed in her eyes as she gave his hand a tight squeeze.

Neil, being the gentleman, he is, opened her door and helped her out of the car. Arm in arm they made their way into the community center.

As they entered the door Maggie spotted Julie. “Maggie! You look wonderful!” Julie exclaimed.

“Thank you, dear. You look gorgeous.”

“So, I guess uncle Mickey couldn’t make it back in time?”

“I guess you could say that.” Julie heard the resentment in her voice and knew it was time to drop the subject. While she understood Maggie’s resentment and pain, she questioned the relationship between Maggie and Neil.



Julie waited half the night for the opportunity to catch Maggie alone to talk with her and she finally got her chance.

"Maggie," Julie called as she walked up behind her.

“Hi, Julie.”

"Maggie, this evening is amazing. You did such a wonderful job."

“Thank you, Julie. The long hours paid off.”

“Maggie, could I talk to you?”

“Of course.” Maggie began to get concerned.

“What is going on with you and Neil?”

Maggie narrowed her brow. “What do you mean?”

“I mean I know you are having problems at home and I also know how close you and Neil have gotten.”

“I don’t know what you are insinuating but I think you should stop while you are ahead. Neil and I are just friends, co-workers, and yes, we are very close but only friends. I have been through a lot over the past year and while I have tried very hard to not let the pain and hurt, I feel show deep down there is just that; pain and hurt. Julie, sometimes I can't hold in the anger and resentment I feel, and Neil has been there for me. Neil has supported me when my husband wasn't. While I appreciate you looking out for your uncle nothing is going on. Now, I think I will go find Neil and try to enjoy what is left of my evening if you don't mind." After explaining herself to Julie she began to wonder, who was she trying to convince. Julie or herself?

After hearing what Maggie had to say Julie quickly realized she had overstepped her boundaries. She knew there was nothing physically going on with Maggie and Neil, but her curiosity got the best of her, like always. However, if something was going on with Maggie and Neil, she wouldn't much blame Maggie.



“Maggie? Is something wrong?” Neil questioned when he saw Maggie was irritated.

"Oh, nothing. Just Julie being Julie." Maggie had the tone in her voice Neil knew not to questions. Instead of furthering their conversation and potentially upsetting Maggie, even more, he decided to do the opposite.

“Would you like to dance?” Neil extended his hand.

“I thought you would never ask!” Maggie smiled.

As Maggie and Neil made their way to the dance floor a new song started. A song that made Maggie and Neil’s minds juggle their emotions.

Neil took Maggie in his arms and held her close and they made their way across the dance floor.



Oh, I can't fight this feeling any longer

And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow

What started out this friendship has grown stronger

I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever

I said there is no reason for my fear

'Cause I feel so secure when we're together

You give my life direction

You make everything so clear

And even as I wander

I'm keeping you in sight

You're a candle in the window

On a cold, dark winter's night

And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might



With each lyric Maggie's heart pounded. She felt as if the song was explaining her life. She had been juggling her emotions and kept them hidden from everyone including herself. It was becoming harder and harder to ignore how she felt about Neil. She still loved Mickey so much, but Neil was making the pain and hurt Mickey was causing vanish. With Neil, she was safe, loved, and cherished. He was the best friend she had ever had and was bending over backward to help her. She couldn't help but feel guilty but at the same time, everything between them felt so right. She woke up each morning without Mickey and immediately thought of Neil. She couldn't wait to get to work to see him and had begun making excuses to have him around her. She was at a point in her life where she couldn't determine whether or not she was falling out of love with her husband or in love with her boss.



And I can't fight this feeling anymore

I've forgotten what I started fighting for

It's time to bring this ship into the shore

And throw away the oars, forever

'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore

I've forgotten what I started fighting for

And if I have to crawl upon the floor

Come crushing through your door

Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you

I've been running around in circles in my mind

And it always seems that I'm following you, girl

'Cause you take me to the places

That alone I'd never find



Neil held Maggie in his arms, closed his eyes, and took in the moment. Maggie had become such a large part of his life and he was so grateful. He loved spending time with her and his feelings for her was growing with each passing day. He had always cared for Maggie, but his caring feelings were becoming more and more sincere. Since Maggie started work with him, he had been on cloud nine. Seeing her and spending each day with her was a fantasy becoming reality. As Neil's feelings for Maggie grew, they became harder and harder to hide. There were so many times when he wanted to take her in his arms and show her what he was feeling, there were so many times when they left the office he dreamed of them going home together, and there were so many times he wanted to tell Maggie they shared a child. As they each listened closely to the song that seemed as if it was talking about them Neil couldn't help but be mesmerized by Maggie's beauty. She was breathtaking. The slit in her dress revealed her long silky leg with each step she took, and the hint of cleavage instantly stopped Neil's heart. He held her close and cherished each moment.



And even as I wander

I'm keeping you in sight

You're a candle in the window

On a cold, dark winter's night

And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore

I've forgotten what I started fighting for

It's time to bring this ship into the shore

And throw away the oars, forever

'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore

I've forgotten what I started fighting for

And if I have to crawl upon the floor

Come crashing through your door

Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore



Much to Neil and Maggie's dismay, the night that had meant so much to each of them was coming to an end. The drive to Maggie's seemed so slow and the time seemed to fly by. Neil was doing his best to cherish each and every minute he had with Maggie. When he pulled in the drive, he took a deep breath and turned to the beauty beside him.

“Maggie, I had a wonderful time tonight.” Neil gazed into her deep brown eyes and swallowed the lump forming in his throat.

Maggie's eyes watered as she looked to him and replied, "This has been so wonderful, Neil. You made what I thought would be one of the worst nights of my life into the best." The flood gates began to crack along with her sweet voice. "I could never thank you enough, you have never left my side."

Their eyes locked and it seemed as if nothing existed beyond the car. As lust pulled them together their hearts raced. Tears filled Maggie's eyes and Neil's hands were shaking uncontrollably but neither one paid attention, the only thing they cared about was the undeniable attraction. Their hungry lips met and the lust they were feeling was poured into the kiss. After a while, Neil broke the kiss and with wide eyes apologized.

"Maggie, I am sorry. I shouldn't have done that." Maggie saw the concern in Neil's bright eyes and pressed her finger to his lips.

“Shh, don't apologize." She smiled her irresistible smile and once again pulled Neil into a kiss.

Knowing it was late and Sarah was home alone Maggie finally ended their embrace.

"I better head inside. I did have a wonderful time tonight Neil. Thank you."

Maggie reached for the door but felt a gentle touch.

“Tonight, couldn’t have been better.” Neil smiled.

They exchanged one last loving smile and Maggie headed inside. Neil watched as she walked away and was left in shock at the love, he had for her.

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Resistance - Chapter 12

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Months had passed and the only thing changing in Maggie's life was the weather. He marriage to Mickey was still failing. Well if you could even call it a marriage. Maggie and Sarah had been spending a lot of time together and had even attended the Journey concert. Sarah had been dying to see them since she heard they were performing in Salem but much to her surprise not only did Maggie get them tickets to attend she surprised her with tickets for Neil and Noelle. Noelle spent practically the entire month of December in Salem. As the holidays rolled around Mickey attended the family functions but work nor Leslie ever left his mind. Mickey constantly made phone calls and quick runs to the office. Maggie was surprised that Mickey even noticed Christmas and New Year's had come and gone. During her time home, Noelle and Sarah were inseparable. With Sarah on winter break from school, they were together each day. Neil and Maggie joked that their kids had traded them off for each other. They loved seeing Noelle and Sarah so happy. The girls were best of friends and when January rolled around, and Noelle had to return to LA they were heartbroken. Maggie and Sarah had gone to the airport with Neil and Noelle to say their goodbyes. Maggie's heart broke for Neil, Noelle, and Sarah. As they each cried Noelle boarded her plane and reality once again reared its ugly head into their lives.

As things began to return to normal, Maggie and Neil were adjusting to being back in the office after the holidays. Neil had a very important conference coming up in Florida and had been trying to work up the nerve to ask Maggie to join him. He needed her to accompany him to aid him with paperwork and meeting formalities. He had no idea how she would respond or react to his asking her to attend but there was no denying his hope that she would say yes. The conference was less than 3 weeks away and Neil knew it was time to bite the bullet.

"Maggie!" Neil called.

"Coming." She responded. "Did you need something?"

"Sort of. There are a conference and several other minor meetings coming up in Florida that I am required by the board to attend. I was wondering if I could persuade you to join me. I could use your help. I have to present our latest research documents at the conference. With that being said if you could go with me you could attend some of the other meetings and that would give me a chance to prepare for the large presentation."

Maggie was slightly stunned by the questions but before she knew it, she had given Neil an answer. An answer she doesn't know where it came from. Without hesitation, she responded, "Sure! When is it?"




*Sorry for the short chapter. This is a short but very informative chapter acting as a prequel to Chapter 13.*

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Resistance - Chapter 13

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When Maggie agreed to accompany Neil on this business trip, she didn’t consider the struggle it would be to remain faithful in her marriage. What marriage? She knew her marriage with Mickey was over. He was physically, mentally, and emotionally gone. She was holding her marriage together with only threads waiting for the day Mickey would open his eyes and find hers once again. She loved him so but another man had entered her life and in ways entered her heart. She began working for Neil some time ago just to get out of the house and once again contact with the world. Mickey was not the loving husband he had always been and the house had begun to get lonely. However, working as Neil’s receptionist had resulted in more than just filed documents. A love was in the making. The love Maggie needed and longed for was right in front of her but giving in was a different story.

Jointed rooms allowed Maggie and Neil to keep their distance on the trip but gave access for the two to visit and talk when needed. They spent every night together having dinner, laughing, and talking as any married couple would do. But that’s just it. Neil isn’t her husband but was more of a husband than Mickey had been in months.

It was February 14th. The day love seems to flow through everything moving. The water, the wine, and in this case the sheets. Valentines was more than just a holiday to Maggie, it was her anniversary. Mickey had not even made an effort to call. He knows the number but time always seems to be his issue. Work came before everything. He had even said his job was like his child. With no phone call from Mickey Maggie was at her breaking point. She was holding on to someone who cared nothing for the marriage. He did not even care enough to call and say three lousy words, Happy Anniversary Maggie.

That night Maggie, once again, had dinner with Neil. Her anniversary and she was celebrating with another man. He knew she was going through so much and was in so much pain he sent her flowers and ordered a quiet dinner in his room. Dinner, low lighting, and flowers had nothing on what was to come later.

“Maggie, I love you. Let me love you.” Neil pleaded holding Maggie’s hands at an arm’s length.

Maggie’s head was dropped in shame. She felt so guilty but at the same time everything happening in that moment felt so right. Maggie raised her head and tears streamed from her eyes. Her glossy eyes met Neil’s. She tightened the grip of her hands on his leaning in to bring her lips to his.

Maggie raised her arms wrapping them around his waist closing the gap between them pulling him as close to her as their bodies would allow. She needed to be love and needed to feel loved and Neil was the only person at that moment could give her what she needed.

“Neil?”

“Yes Maggie.” Neil answered as they broke apart. He pushed a piece of hair behind her ear as she reconnected their lips.

“Make love to me Neil.” Maggie murmured against his skin breaking their kiss long enough to make her request.

Neil fumbled with the buttons on Maggie’s cream suit coat. Maggie shivered as she felt Neil’s hands on her skin as he pushed the coat from her shoulders. With the coat gone Neil entwined his fingers in the small straps holding the camisole upon Maggie’s body. He slipped one strap down her shoulder giving him access to her neck. As Neil leaned in he placed a trail of small kisses up and down her neck. Maggie shivered with not only lust but love for Neil. She had tried for so long to ignore her feelings but in that moment, she realized they were much more than just feelings. It was nothing short of love. Each move they made in each other’s arms reminded each just how much they loved the other. In a moment of weakness and love Maggie raised her arms removing Neil’s suit coat. Once the coat hit the floor her hands found his tie. With Neil still nestled in Maggie’s neck she tugged loosening his tie enough to pull it from the collar of his shirt.

“Maggie, are you sure?” Neil asked as he broke their embrace stepping back bringing his eyes to meet hers.

“Oh, don’t stop. I couldn’t be more sure. Make love to me Neil. Love me.” Maggie breathed.

Neil didn’t need any more convincing. He finally saw in her eyes that she was admitting her feelings instead of hiding them. He saw easement cross her face as she gave in. As she said those words the look of grief and emotional pain she had felt for so long was gone. He had known for months Maggie was struggling with her feelings, he always could see right through her.

Neil placed his hands on the small of her back as he took small steps inching Maggie toward the bed that lie behind them. Soon after only a few short steps Maggie felt her knees buckle as they found the edge of the bed. Maggie gave in allowing Neil to gently lie her on the bed. Neil and Maggie soon resumed removing every inch of clothing the other was wearing. Neil raised from the bed to remove his shirt bringing Maggie with him. She found her way to the buttons. Maggie jerked his shirt open and the sound of the lost buttons hitting the floor caused a smile to cross both their faces. With his shirt gone Maggie ran her hands up his chest around to his back. The scent of his aftershave alone sent chills over her body, he smelled so good. But the sight of his bare muscular chest and arms almost sent her over the edge. She had daydreamed about this moment so many times. Maggie felt so guilty but couldn’t help thinking he was the sexiest man she had ever seen. Sure, Mickey was very handsome but something about Neil always gave her a knee buckling experience. Neil was the one person no matter how hard she tried she couldn’t resist; especially when he was wearing his scrubs. There had been so many times she had passed him in the hall or he had entered a room where she was after he had just come from surgery and it took every ounce of her will power not to jump him as soon as they crossed paths. His flushed cheeks and strong arms visible due to the short sleeved scrub top sent chills down her body. How she longed to run her hand through his course pepper hair, feel his arms wrapped tight around her, run her hand under the cool polyester scrubs covering each inch of his chest and back with her hands. She longed to feel his lips on hers as they each gave into what they had both felt for so long. Lying beneath him now Maggie realized that all her daydreams didn’t hold a candle to the real thing. The love they were sharing in that moment was so much more than she could ever have dreamed. She began to question herself, “Why so long? Why did we wait so long?”

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lorna97 - l’m really enjoying your story. I hope your classes are going well.

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Resistance - Chapter 14

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The sunlight peaked through the curtains making Maggie’s eyes squint. Blinking repetitively trying to adjust her eyes to the sunlight Maggie caught a glimpse of the bare chested handsome figure lying beside her. Why did she not feel guilty? She had just betrayed every vow she considered sacred and guilt was not inside of her. She had never been more content. She rolled over watching him sleep and felt nothing but mere happiness.

As he began to wake up he sensed Maggie was watching him. A smiled crossed his face. Maggie, his Maggie was watching him. He had longed and dreamed for this moment for so long and it was finally here. With his eyes still closed he reached for her. He found her waist and pulled her to him. He opened his eyes long enough to find her lips with his. Oh, how her loved this. Oh, how he loved her.

Maggie loved being so close to Neil. It was a feeling she had not felt in sometime. Wanted. Cherished. Loved. Neil made her feel everything she wanted to feel and more.

“We need to get up.” Maggie whispered breaking their embrace.

“uhhhh…” Neil groaned at the thought of this ending.

“Neil, honey we have to get up. You have a meeting and I have phone calls to make on your behalf. Let’s get ready and we will continue this tonight.” Maggie winked and kissed his head before rolling over to get up.

Neil watched as Maggie’s bare form rose from the bed reaching for the robe that was stretched across the chair. Wow. That’s all he could think. Wow. He had never seen such a beauty. The back of her legs was enough to make him not able to get out of bed.

Maggie grabbed her robe and turned back to Neil.

“Maggie, will there be a tonight?” Neil began to get serious. He wondered if this was it. Will it end here.

Maggie knelt on the bed leaning into Neil, “There will be a tonight. And it will be better that last night.” Maggie gave him one last peck on the lips, a seductive grin, and a wink before making her way to her own room.

Neil could not help but smile. He tried so hard to not get his hopes up. He knew Maggie was married but his love for her was clouding his mind. He could not help but think they could have a good thing going.



Back in Maggie’s room.

Maggie fumbled through her clothes trying to find something to wear. She could not get her mind off Neil. She was so happy and full of energy she could not contain her excitement. This is what she wanted in life. This is what she needed.

Maggie finally chose a basic black pant suit with a white elegant ruffled blouse. She stood in front of the full-length mirror perfecting her outfit, makeup, and hair. She had decided to wear her hair down curled just how Neil seemed to like it. It had been sometime since Maggie worked this hard on her appearance. But she had a new love interest in her life now and someone that makes her feel young and beautiful. She felt she had a new reason to work so hard on her appearance and was enjoying having someone around to impress. Although Maggie did not have to try. She was perfection in Neil’s eyes.

Maggie was finished getting ready and was making her way into Neil’s room to tell him they were running behind. Looking down latching her watch Maggie called out to Neil, “Neil, I am ready. We are running a little behind you need to be at the meeting in about te…” She was stunned at the sight of him. He was standing with his back to her arranging his briefcase. He was in navy blue suit, a white shirt, a matching blue designed tie, and brown shoes. He was wearing a simple business suit and was taking her breath.

“Maggie, are you okay?” Neil noticed her pause and turned in her direction. Seeing her stare and lust filled eyes he couldn’t help but smile. You could say his ego was getting the best of him. He chuckled slightly but not enough for her to notice. It was flattering to him that she was looking at him the way she was. Actually, he was thrilled. He wanted her to feel the same way he did.

“I am sorry. It’s just… Well… My god you look good.” Maggie finally blurted out.

“I think I should be the one saying that. I have never seen such beauty. Maggie, your breath taking.”

Neil made his way to Maggie taking her into his arms. He closed the distance between them leaning down to find her lips. When they kissed sparks flew and magic happened.

“Neil, we have to stop. We will never get to the meeting.” Maggie reluctantly broke their embrace and headed for the door.

“Okay, but tonight your mine.” Neil winked and followed her to the door. Neil smacked her butt and nudged her out the door. A smile crossed her face and she bit her lip as she thought to herself, ‘Tonight can’t come soon enough.’

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Resistance - Chapter 15

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Maggie sat in the conference room waiting for the meeting to begin but her mind was somewhere else. She could not get last night out of her mind. This was love. The love she needed and the love she wanted. But her mind was clouded with the thoughts of her family also. What was going to happen when they get back home. They could not stay away from Salem forever, she had a family and he had his practice. The reality was beginning to set in with Maggie and the thought was almost unbearable. She knew coming clean with Mickey about what was going on was the only way to go about the situation but what would the outcome be. How will Melissa and Sarah react? How with the Horton's handle it? The Horton's was not just her in-laws but her family. Alice and Tom had been there when she needed them the most but right now she was fearing what would come of her family.

Maggie's mind was scrambled throughout the meeting. She had no idea of what had been discussed but I guess that is the perks of being a secretary she didn't have to know. Once the meeting she and Neil made their way back to the room hand in hand.

"Maggie is something wrong"

"No. Why would you ask?" Maggie quickly started trying to cover up her worry.

"Maggie, it's me. You know you can tell me anything. You hardly have said a word since the meeting that looks in your eye tells me something is up. Now tell me, what is bothering you?"

Neil always could tell when something was wrong. He seemed to see straight through her.

"I am starting to worry about going home. Neil, what are we going to do? This is wonderful and I never want it to end but we have to go home. How will we survive Mickey, Sarah, Melissa, and the Horton's?"

Neil walked to Maggie taking her hands in his. He stroked her hands and softly whispered to her, "Together, we will get through it together. Maggie, I love you. I will not let anything or anyone hurt you or us. We will get through this. Do not get me wrong, it will not be easy. This will probably be one of the hardest things each of us ever does but in the end, it will be so worth it, my dear."

Maggie's heart melted. He has a way with words and away with her heart. It never failed, he always knew just want to say, how and when to say it.

With a smile and a slight chuckle, Maggie replied, "I will hold you to that."

"Please do. Cause baby, you're stuck with me." Maggie and Neil both chuckled as Maggie fell into his warm embrace. With his strong arms wrapped around her small frame, she felt so safe and secure. When she was with him the world seemed to be a better place and fear had no place within her.

Maggie and Neil broke their embrace and made their way into Neil's room.

"Neil, I think we were both kidding ourselves when we booked separate rooms." Maggie chuckled.

"I agree. We have rarely spent a minute apart this whole trip. The only time we have been sperate is when we are sleeping."

"What little time that has been," Maggie smirked at Neil. He playfully ran towards her grabbing her and spinning her around. Their playful fighting brought even more happiness to both of them. However, the entrance of someone they both know and love would interrupt their mutual happiness. They were both so wrapped up in each other and their laughter that they never heard the door open.

"DAD!!"

Maggie and Neil quickly broke apart at the scream of a very familiar voice.

"Noelle? What are you doing here?" Neil asked in pure confusion.

"I think I should be asking you that question instead. And to add to it, what are you doing here with Maggie?" Noelle had the look Neil and Maggie expected every single person they know and love to have when the truth finally comes out.

"Noelle, it is not what it looks like." Neil began to explain or tried to find an explanation to tell Noelle that would suit her. But to his surprise, Maggie had her solution.

"No Neil. We must be honest. Noelle, this is exactly what it looks like. I am going to apologize for the shock this is to you. Neil, I am going to leave you two alone. Tell her everything. The truth is going to come out. We cannot keep lying to ourselves and our loved ones." Maggie squeezed his hand, dropped her head and made her way to her room.

"Dad, I think you have some explaining to do."

"Let's sit down. Will you first tell me why you are here?"

"I came to live with you because I didn't like the thought of you being alone. However, I see that is not the case."

"Noelle, you know I would love for you to live with me. My home is your home sweetie. Salem is your home. I miss you so much!"

"Dad, we will discuss this later. Just what in the hell is going on with you and Maggie Horton? Dad, she is a married woman. What are you doing."

"Noelle, it is a long story." Neil stood up and walked from the table in discomfort.

"I have time. Dad, explain."

"Okay. Maggie is a married woman but things are complicated. I will not discuss her situation as that is her own business. However, I will say we are both in love. With each other, I might add and things are complicated and probably going to get worse. Maggie and I want to be together. I have never been our intention to hurt anyone but we both know our actions and the truth will hurt many."

"Are you both out of your minds or simply do not care about the destruction this is going to cause?" Noelle was upset, more so than she initially thought. For many different reasons. She was hurting for Melissa and Sarah. She has seen divorce split up her family and seen her mom and dad welcome different companions into her home, never as serious as now. Noelle loved Maggie. She had grown up in Salem and with her and Sarah being best friends into their early teenage years before she moved away she spent numerous amounts of her time with Maggie. The same goes for Mickey. She was hurting for the pain this was about to cause Mickey. She loved her father oh so much and wanted to see him happy but the situation was too complex for Noelle to fully accept it and bless it.

"Of course, we care Noelle. How could you even begin to believe I do not care. I love Sarah and Melissa as my own, and Mickey has been my best friend for years now. Noelle, I regret the pain this is about to cause but I will not regret what I have done. I love her more than I thought I could ever love a woman. She makes me happy, she makes me laugh, smile, cry, love, and everything else in between. Noelle, I love her. I hope one day you can understand and accept that." Neil pleaded to Noelle and hope she would understand.

"Dad, I do not understand. But I must say you do look happy. You are glowing so something may be right. I would like to talk to Maggie if you do not mind."

"I don't think I am the one to ask. If you do speak to her Noelle please be kind and understanding. Maggie is going through a rough time." Noelle was headed for the jointed door as her father was talking and she stopped dead in her tracks.

"You really do love her, don't you?"

"Other than you sweetie, she is the most important thing in my life. I love her more than I could ever say."

Noelle smiled and dropped her head as she reached for the door.

After a couple knocks Noelle heard Maggie approach the door.

"Noelle."

"Hi, Maggie. I would like to talk to you if you do not mind."

"Of course, not please come in." Maggie motioned Noelle into the room as her eyes found Neil's. She was worried about what was to happen but looking into his eyes reminded her it was all worth it.

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Resistance - Chapter 16

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Maggie closed the door as Noelle entered the room, she was beyond nervous.

"Noelle, I just want to say I am sorry. I am sorry you had to find out the way you did." Maggie looked at Noelle sincerely. She loved her so much. She had always considered Noelle to be part of the family. Noelle was such a sweet young lady and hurting her was the last thing Maggie would have ever wanted.

"I know you are. Maggie, I am going to say this as nicely as possible. What are you thinking? Are you even thinking?"

"Noelle, things in my life are complicated at the moment."

"I can see that. Maggie, you are married, you have a family, what are you doing?"

"Noelle, I am going to explain myself, not because I feel as if I have to but because I want to. I do not regret anything that has happed between your father and me. I love him more than I could ever say. I also love Mickey, but in a different way. Yes, I am legally married to Mickey, however, that marriage died emotionally a while ago. Mickey and I have been drifting apart for over a year now. I have tried to save my marriage, I have dealt with Mickey putting work first and family second, I have overlooked missed dinner dates, canceled vacations, long work nights, and neglection. Noelle, your father has become everything I need in life and everything I want. He has given me happiness that I have not felt in years, I hope I have done the same for him. Please understand I am not making excuses for my actions. I am guilty but I do not consider my love for your father and what we have created a mistake. I am thankful. I love Mickey, I do, but I am in love with your father."

Noelle was stunned. She had never heard Maggie be so open and so vulnerable. Standing before her was a broken shell of a woman her father had mended. She could see the love in her eyes and knew there would be no separating her father and Maggie. She racked her brain trying to understand the situation. She couldn't. She couldn't understand how it had gone so far. She couldn't help but feel some happiness for them both, however, some anger was still within her.

"Maggie, I am sorry. I knew things were bad, but I had no idea how extreme they had gotten. But still, Maggie do you have any idea what this is going to do? Melissa and Sarah are going to be heartbroken, Sarah especially. I know how close she and Mickey are. I just hope Sarah finds a way to cope with the situation and finds her place in a newly formed family."

The look in Noelle's eyes and the hurt and worry on her face told a different story to Maggie.

"Noelle, are we still talking about Sarah? Or are we talking about you?"

Noelle realized Maggie was seeing through her poker face.

"I don't know what you are talking about. Of course, I am talking about Sarah. It's her family that is going to be affected." Noelle paced the floor in discomfort.

"It's yours to Noelle. Noelle, I think you are concerned about Sarah but you are fearing for yourself also. Noelle, please sit down I would like to talk to you." Noelle was practically in tears. She was hurting and she knew Maggie saw through her. She couldn't hold the hurt and worry in any longer. She sat in the chair across from Maggie and Maggie gently grabbed her hands.

"Noelle, I want you to know you will never have to fear nor worry about your place in your family. I have loved you as my own since you and Sarah were able to talk. The moments with you and Sarah at the house together are moments I will cherish forever. However, I would never try to take the place of your mother. I will always be here to protect you and love you but I will never try to be anything more than what you want me to be. I love you, Noelle." Noelle was speechless. Maggie hit the nail on the head.

"Oh, Maggie!" She leaped into Maggie's arms frantically crying.

Maggie held Noelle until she had calmed down. Maggie knew something was bothering Noelle and hoped that she could help her in time.

"Mom has a new boyfriend that has moved into the apartment and I can't be there anymore. It's like she has completely forgotten I exist. She goes to work before I am wake up and comes home with her boyfriend when I am ready to bed. I never see her. I miss her, Maggie. I miss her and I am living with her."

"Oh Noelle, I had no idea. I am glad you shared that with me. I wish I knew how to help you but at the moment all I can say is this. I am here. I am here with open arms whenever you need me. I am sure I am not your favorite person, but I will always be here." Maggie reached out once again and took a frantic Noelle into her arms. Noelle was trembling and there was nothing Maggie could do to help her. With so much going on in her own life Maggie's only concern was the hurt young girl wrapped in her arms.

When Maggie was able to calm Noelle, they made their way back to Neil's room. Neil sat at the table in his room staring into space. His mind was everywhere. He had no idea how to handle his life and the uproar his and Maggie's actions were about to cause. He thought to himself about Noelle, Sarah, Melissa, and Mickey. Especially Sarah and Noelle. What will this do to the family, the friendships, and the lives they have all known for so long. He was so wrapped up in his thoughts he didn't notice Maggie and Noelle had made their way back into his room.

"Penny for your thoughts…" Maggie said gently touching his shoulder.

Slightly startled by Maggie Neil jumped.

"Oh, I am sorry I didn't mean to startle you."

"No, no it is fine. I guess I was in another world. So how did your talk go?" Neil didn't have to ask the smiles and the comfort from two of the faces he loved most in this world was answer enough. Oh, how he hoped Noelle would understand and accept the situation.

"Good, it went well Dad. Just promise me you will be happy, that we will be happy." Noelle leaped into Neil's arms. She did her best to hold back tears but a few still managed to escape.

"Noelle, I promise. I am happy and I will do everything in my power to make you and Maggie happy for as long as I live." He held Noelle as close as he could. Having her in his arms meant the world to him. Maggie smiled at the warm moment between them and decided she would leave them alone. She snuck back into her room giving them time to embrace and catch up.

Maggie was back in her room and decided to begin packing some of her things since they were leaving the next day. As she was sitting some of her clothes into her suitcase the hotel phone rang. On the other end was a frantic Sarah in tears and practically screaming.

"Melissa, calm down. What's wrong? I can't understand you!" Maggie was now scared. Melissa was crying almost to the point of hyperventilating.

"Sarah… she's…mom… it's Sarah…" Melissa stuttered between cries.

"Melissa, is your father or anyone with you?" Maggie was confused and scared at the same time. She had to talk to someone that could explain what was happening as Melissa was in no shape.

"Yes, Jennifer is her." Melissa managed to answer.

"Put her on the phone sweetie."

"Aunt Maggie?"

"Yes, darling, what is going on?"

"It's Sarah. She is missing."

"WHAT?!" Maggie screamed. She felt her heart drop. He world had fallen apart with those three short words.

"Yes. She and Carrie went to the movies. Carrie got home about an hour ago, but no one has seen or heard from Sarah."

"Okay, Jen I will be on the next flight to Salem. Please take care of Melissa! I love you!" Maggie hung the phone up and rushed into Neil's room.

"Neil!! I have to get to Salem. Neil! Sarah is missing." Maggie frantically screamed.

"You can't be serious!" Neil was stunned he rushed to her and pulled her into his arms.

"This can't be true." Noelle cried.

Neil pulled Maggie and Noelle close to him. "Listen we have to stay calm. We will head back to Salem and we will find her. She will be fine. I just know it." Neil didn't know who he was trying to convince Maggie and Noelle or himself. His daughter was missing, the daughter no one knew about. He was worried and grieving in secret trying his best to keep his secret.

Maggie, Neil, and Noelle quickly packed and headed for the airport, and waited for the next flight to Salem.

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Resistance - Chapter 17

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Even an elevation of 36,000 feet couldn't stop the problems in Salem from reaching Maggie.

Neil, Maggie, and Noelle sat in their first-class seats rarely speaking a word.

Noelle couldn't stop thinking of Sarah. She was so worried. All she could do was a question where she could be.

Neil was another story. His mind was in shambles. Maggie, Mickey, Sarah, Melissa, Tom, Alice, the entire Horton family was on his mind. He loved the small-framed woman sitting beside him more than anything and the pain she was experiencing right now tore his heart apart.

Maggie. Maggie was in shock. How was Sarah missing? She was scared out of her mind. She couldn't imagine where Sarah could be. She was so worried. She had seen so many missing children cases that end tragically. She tried so hard to keep a positive mindset, but the image of Sarah lost or endanger continued to crowd her mind.

Neil saw the discomfort in her eyes and all across her body, but a shock came when she reached out grabbing his hand with hers. A firm squeeze let him know it was okay to comfort her, she did need him, she did want him.

"Maggie, I know not being home is killing you but is there anything I can do for you?" Neil held her hand with both of his and looked deep into her hurting deep brown eyes seeing the tears begin to service.

"Is there any way you can check on the situation?" Maggie whispered low choking back tears.

"I'll do my best my love." Neil gave her hand a good squeeze and proceeded to get the attention of the nearest flight attendant.

"Yes, sir can I help you?"

"Yes, I am Dr. Neil Curtis and I am needing to make an urgent phone call to Salem."

"Okay, I will be right back."

"Thank you."

Within minutes the attendant returned with a phone for Neil to use.

"Maggie, would you like to make the call?"

"No. I don't think I can." Maggie breathed through tears.

Maggie was sitting between Neil and Noelle and holding each of their hands. Without thinking, Noelle leaned her head on Maggie's shoulder. A natural reaction came when Maggie leaned her head and rested it against Noelle's. She felt so comfortable with Maggie and loved her so. Noelle's instincts were kicking in and she was doing anything to ease Maggie's heartache.

Neil was making the much-dreaded phone call back to Salem. He knew Maggie needed and wanted an update on Sarah, but he was also wondering if calling was a good idea. He had a feeling the news and update would not be good, and Maggie was in no condition to have any more heartache nor pain.

"Hello, Horton residence." Jennifer's low voice answered.

"Jennifer, its Neil. Is there any news on Sarah? I am with Maggie, but she is in no condition to make the call."

"No, none. Roman just got here though and Abe is on his way."

"How is everyone? Especially Mickey and Melissa?"

"Well, Mickey isn't here. We haven't been able to contact him. But Melissa is holding up." Neil's blood began to boil. Sarah was missing and Mickey was nowhere to be found.

"Grandpa just walked in; would you like to talk to him?"

"Yes, thank you, Jennifer."

"No problem."

Neil waited on hold for Tom's voice to come on the other end of the line. His patience and Maggie's were wearing thin.

"Hello."

"Tom? This is Neil. Maggie and I are on our way back to Salem. How is everyone? Is there any news?"

"No. Roman is here, and Abe is on his way. Carrie and Jennifer are making calls to all of her friends trying to find her but no luck so far."

"Tom, I am so sorry. We will be there as soon as we can." Neil was lost for words.

"I know. Neil, just take care of Maggie. She needs someone right now."

"Don't worry Tom. I will take care of her. We will see you in about an hour. Take care of Melissa and Alice, Maggie is worried sick about them."

"You know I will. Melissa is having a really hard time, but Jennifer and Alice are doing their best to help her." The two men ended their call. Neil returned the phone to the flight attendant and turned to Maggie and Noelle.

"I talked to Tom and there is no news. They still haven't heard from her. Carrie and Jennifer are making calls to all of her friends and are going to check out all her normal hangouts. Roman just arrived and Abe is on his way. They are going to start looking around town." Neil pulled her in close and stroked her hair as he saw the tears well in her eyes. He reaches to hold Noelle's hand in hopes of comforting her. His heart was breaking. He was so worried about Sarah but tried to be strong and hide his fear for the sake of Maggie and his daughter.

After what seemed an eternity they landed in Salem where Julie was waiting to pick them up. The short drive to Maggie's seemed to last forever. Maggie sat in the front seat staring blankly out the window. Noelle and Neil were seated in the back each with fear and worry masking their faces. Julie kept quiet not knowing what to saw but eager to comfort her best friend in some way.

When they finally arrived at the house Maggie ran for the door. As she cleared the door, she found Melissa. She wrapped her daughter in her arms and cried. Maggie's tears and wailing were beginning to overtake her, and her knees began to buckle. Neil saw as Maggie was becoming a week and quickly ran to catch her. He scooped her into his arms and carried her to the couch. Not caring what others in the room were thinking he began to comfort her, and softy pushed a piece of hair behind her ear.

"Maggie, just breathe. Please, I know how scared you are, but you must take care of yourself."

Maggie moaned and made her best efforts to calm down.

"Jennifer, would you get Maggie a glass of water?"

"Of course."

Maggie raised to sit on the edge of the couch. She leaned with her elbows on her knees and her head pressed into her hands.

"How can this be happening? Where could she be? I don't understand. Neil, help me understand." Maggie screamed. Her calm state did not last long and when Jennifer returned from the kitchen long breathtaking sobs was escaping Maggie. Neil pulled her close as he had no idea how to help her. He understood what she was going through because he was experiencing the same pain. He couldn't understand how their daughter could be missing.

Julie held Melissa tight while Alice held Jennifer. There was not a dry eye in the room and worry was flowing like a river. The room was quiet with only the sound of cries bouncing from the walls. However, the silence broke at the sound of the phone ringing. They each jumped to their feet as Tom answered the phone.

"Hello! Roman, do you have any news?"

"Well, Tom I am not sure. I just got a call from Brookville's Sheriff's office. There was a report of a car accident. It seems as if one of Salem's local cabs ran over an embankment. Both the driver and passenger are being transferred to Salem University. It seems as if the passenger matches Sarah's description. I am headed to the hospital now. I will call you to confirm when I arrive."

"Thank you, Roman. We will be waiting for your call." Tom ended the call and turned to his family.

"Maggie, we may have some news…"

"What do you mean ‘may have'?" Neil asked eagerly.

"That was Roman on the phone. He just received a call from the Brookville Sheriff's office. It seems there was an accident just outside Salem. A local Salem cab ran over an embankment. The driver and the passenger both are being transferred to University Hospital. Maggie, the passenger matches Sarah's description." Maggie's knees began to weaken once more and within seconds everything was black. Neil quickly grabbed Maggie, kept her steady and gently lowered her to the floor placing her head in his lab. He held her head and began talking to her trying to wake her up. Julie stood behind and watched Neil and Maggie. They acted as a married couple. While it was no obvious to anyone else in the room it was to Julie. She had her suspicions for a while now but passed them off as just suspicions but the way Neil held Maggie and the way she looked into his eyes told Julie all she needed to know. She wanted to be angry, she wanted to resent Neil and Maggie for what they were doing behind her uncles back but the only resentment she could find was that toward Mickey. He should be there holding and comforting his wife. Julie blamed Mickey for the problems in his and Maggie's marriage. Had Mickey been a responsible and considerate husband and father Maggie would not have to look beyond her household to love and someone to cherish her. Maggie and Neil had become lonely people and Julie had watched as both suffered. She knew Maggie and Neil meant no harm and had simply found in each other what had been missing for so long.

After several moments Maggie's eyes began to flutter and her big brown eyes that made Neil weak looked into his. He gave Maggie time to adjust to her surroundings before helping her to her feet.

"Maggie, are you okay?" Neil worryingly asked. He held her at arms lengths helping to steady her on her feet.

"I am fine. Just a little dizzy." Maggie held her hand to her head. "I have to get to the hospital, Neil. I can't wait for Roman to call. I need to be there when she gets there if it is her."

"Maggie, you just fainted I think we should wait a few moments."

"Please Neil. I need to know." Maggie's glassy eyes filled with tears. He tried so hard to say no and insist she stay home for a little while but saying no to her in her state was impossible. Saying no to her, in general, was a challenge but right now he didn't have a prayer.

"Okay. But promise me if you are feeling any discomfort you will tell me. Maggie, you need to be healthy for Sarah."

"I promise!" Maggie reassured him forcing a smile.

"Alright, let's go." Neil grabbed her coat placed it around her shoulders and led her to the door. Followed by the rest of the family Neil and Maggie made the short trip to the hospital but like the flight home, the drive seemed to linger.

After what seemed to be an eternity, they finally arrived at University Hospital. Maggie looked at the large building and for the first time in her life, she was scared to enter the doors. Worry and fear covered each of their faces as they made their way to the ER. The closer she got to the ER the faster her pace got. Maggie barged through the double doors to find Roman pacing near the nurse's station. Maggie ran to his side and without hesitation tearfully asked, "Roman, is it, Sarah? Is my baby okay?"

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Resistance Chapter 18

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“I just got here. They haven’t brought the patient in yet. I was able to get an ETA on their arrival. They should be here any moment.” Roman informed the family.

“Roman, was you able to contact Mickey?” Neil asked.

“No. I called his secretary and she have no idea where he is. She said he did not have any late meetings for the day, but she is trying to contact him.”

“Call Leslie’s house.” Maggie said with a low voice.

“What?” Melissa questioned.

“Roman call Wendy back and get Leslie’s home number. She will know where Mickey is. He may even be there.”

“I will be right back Maggie.” Roman left to make the call while the family remained in a state of confusion as to why Leslie would know of Mickey’s whereabouts.

“Maggie, dear, how are you holding up?” Julie asked.

“I would be doing much better if Sarah’s father was here. Julie, how could he. I just know he is with Leslie.”

“Oh, Maggie. I am so sorry. You are going through so much.” Julie held her best friend as she cried. Julie’s heart ached for Maggie and her anger raged at Mickey. Of all the times for him to have a fling. He goes MIA when his wife is out of town and his daughter needs him the most. Julie began to question what kind of father he was.

“I called Leslie’s house and there was no answer.” Roman said, coming back into the room.

“How nice.” Maggie sarcastically replied.

“Maggie, we will find him. I promise.” Roman reassured her.

“Unless you make a call to all the hotels in the city and surrounding cities, I don’t know how you will.” Maggie panned the room and saw the faces of her daughter and family. She instantly regretted what she had said. “Oh Melissa, Tom, Alice I am so sorry. I shouldn’t have said that.”

“Maggie, dear, don’t worry. It’s okay!” Alice comforted Maggie. Alice had noticed the strain in Maggie and Mickey’s marriage but the thought of Mickey possibly with another woman shocked her. Alice knew Mickey loved Maggie and the thought of him with someone else was hard to comprehend. However, now that she thought he had shown signs. She knew of his late nights at the office and his absence from his family, actually everyone knew as it was hard to miss. Alice hated to admit it, but she had seen her son change into a man she wasn’t proud of without even knowing.



The emergency room doors flew open as two EMTs with a blood-stained stretcher ran into the room. Maggie’s heart sunk at the sight.

“Oh my god. It’s her!” Maggie cried.

As the nurses and doctors approached the bedside the EMTs updated them on Sarah’s condition.

“She has lost a lot of blood and is severely bruised. She has several small lacerations and one large one on her head. She has a possible broken right femur and left radius. She is unresponsive but breathing. She took a hard blow to the head from the seat head rest, so a concussion is possible.” Noticing the severity of her condition the doctors rushed her into a room.

“Neil! Please do something!” Maggie screamed.

Neil grabbed her hands and gave them a gentle squeeze. “Maggie, try to calm down. I will find out what I can.”

Neil went to the nurse’s station for an update on Sarah but even being Chief of Staff at the hospital could not get him any information.

“I am sorry Dr. Curtis; I cannot give you any information on Sarah Horton’s condition.”

“I am with her mother, her grandparents and her entire family who are heartbroken.”

“Again Dr. Curtis, I am sorry. But she is in critical condition and I cannot help you.”

Neil’s anger overtook him. He pounded the desk and stormed away. He turned and found Jo.

“Dr. Curtis, are you okay?”

“No. Jo, I am not okay.”

“I just heard about Sarah, I am so sorry. How is she doing?”

“Thank you. I don’t know how she is doing. I came to get an update but due to her critical condition they won’t tell me anything.”

“Oh, Neil I am sorry. I know this must be hard for you. Especially given the circumstances.”

“Jo, I am so scared. I can’t lose her. I can’t lose my daughter.” Neil’s anger quickly turned to tears and heartache.

“Neil, I cannot imagine what you must be going through. Is there anything I can do to help?” Jo stroked his arm tenderly as both shed tears not noticing the small framed woman who had entered the room.

Maggie’s heart filled with jealousy at the sight of Jo and Neil. She hated herself for even feeling such a way. Her daughter was currently fighting for her life and she was standing there with pure rage of jealousy over a man who was not even her husband.

Maggie’s presence did not go unnoticed for long. Neil and Maggie had such a strong connection he could literally feel her presence in the room. He brushed away from Jo turning to find the beautiful brown eyes that never failed to make his heart quiver had now lost their gleam. Her lush ivory skin was tear stained and her radiant glow and exultant demeanor had vanished.

“Maggie.” Just the sound of his voice sent her rushing into his arms. Neil held her tight and stroked the soft auburn curls that laid against her back. With Maggie’s face pressed firmly into his neck he felt her tears as they stained his collar. With each tear that fell Neil’s heart broke a little more. He was holding the love of his life in his arms as they waited while their daughter fought for her life. While they stood in busy room with visitors, patients, and staff passing by Neil and Maggie were the only ones around. Their world had stopped moving. He prayed to take the pain from her, and he prayed for Sarah to be healed. He simply prayed. He didn’t pray formally, but whoever said prayer was formal. Formality didn’t matter. Simplicity was fine. Neil wanted a simple response. He wanted his daughter to be okay. He wanted the pain he and Maggie and all of Sarah’s family was feeling to end. So, he prayed. As he stood there holding Maggie he prayed.



In the ER waiting room Noelle and Melissa sat quietly awaiting an update.

“Melissa, do you think Sarah will be okay?” Noelle softly asked.

“I do. I really do. If there is one thing, I know about my sister it’s that she is a fighter. She gets that from Mom. Sarah will not give up.”

Neil and Maggie quietly walked into the waiting room and found a seat. The entire family wanted to question their closeness but knew it was not the time or the place.

“Our parents are very close, aren’t they?” Noelle turned to Melissa.

“That they are.” Melissa looked away but within seconds looked back to Noelle. “If I tell you something can it stay between us?”

“Of course!”

“Mom and Dad’s marriage is in trouble. Actually, I am not sure it can be saved. But since my Mom went to work for Neil it seems as if the old Maggie is back. She is happy, lively, and so content with live. Neil has seemed to give her back everything my father drained from her. I have never told anyone this, but I have secretly been rooting for my Mom and Neil. Of course, I hate to see my mom and dad’s marriage fail. I mean that has been all I have known for so long, but I honestly think their time has come and gone.”

Noelle sat in shock. It was so hard to hide from Melissa what she had learned in Florida, but she knew it was not her place to reveal any information.

“I will say they are good together and I love Maggie like a mother. I just hope things work out for the best interest of everyone.”

“Hearing you talk reminds me you and Sarah aren’t the feisty little kids Hope and I use to baby sit. How did you two every get so old and so wise.”

“We had the best role models. You and hope sat the bar high.”

“Oh, I love you, kiddo.”

“I love you too!” Melissa gave Noelle a tight squeeze.

“Mom! Dad! Where is Sarah?” Mickey called rushing into the room. Closely following Mickey was the slender brunette that was the last person Maggie wanted to see.

“Why should you care?” Maggie answered him.

“Excuse me. I care because she is our daughter.”

“No, Mickey. She is my daughter. You stopped being her father long ago. Now you can stay but please keep yourself and your tramp the hell away from me.”

“Maggie please this is not the time. Leslie and I were working when Wendy got up with me. She was nice enough to drive me as she didn’t want me to drive.”

“Aww, how nice of her. She wasn’t that thoughtful of others when she was sleeping with a married man now was, she.”

“I have told you there is nothing going on with Leslie and I.”

“Really, Maggie, there isn’t. We are only law partners.” Leslie smirked.

“Listen sweetie, it would be of your best interest to leave but if that isn’t going to happen at least do us all a favor and keep your mouth shut.”

“Come on, let’s go sit over here.” Neil motioned for Maggie to sit across the room.

“Mickey, where have you been?” Alice questioned.

“Leslie and I were working on a case. I haven’t been home or in the office all day. I can’t believe this is happening. How can my little girl be fighting for her life?”

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